and I am still survived, alive, and hopefully able to keep my sanity. Yes, home alone for 24/7 with a ninth-month old over a span of three weeks is NOT EASY AT ALL! Despite the fact that he's been very sweet and cooperative as usual, there were times when he really challenged my patience by crying out loud at night time and waking up at early hours around 3-4 a.m., things that rarely happen when daddy is home and that I have difficulties to cope with, especially when my husband is away.
Our life will always be like this, but more than two weeks of business trip is just too much, I would say. So, hats off to all tough women out there who live a long distance relationship with their spouses while taking care of their children during long certain periods.
At this time, while observing him when he is sound asleep, I feel guilty for not having enough patience in taking care of this innocent human being that I love dearly :(. Dear God, please give me strength, patience, and ability to look after Your precious gift so I can be a better mother each day, aamiin. So, two weeks have passed, another week to go :)
My darling son, I love you to the moon and back. My dear husband, come back soon, we need you!